Mama:
You are my mother and that is what you will always be. I cant believe you have left this life. Who will love us the way you do? I remember how you always end our conversations on the phone with the phrase "I love you", waiting eagerly for a similar response, reaffirming our love for each other!
Although we had our quarrels, we were always quick to forgive each other.
Your battle with depression made it difficult for us to understand you sometimes, but one thing that was never in question was our love for each other. I remember visiting you in May 2009 and you tried to share with me your emotional problems. I wished I could save you from all these but I did not know how. I advised you to turn to the word of God for strength anytime you are sad or depressed. That was the day I decided to say a prayer for your happiness and peace of mind every morning. On the day of your death, I remember saying this prayer for you, but never did I know that the only way to this happiness and peace of mind is through death. I wish I had done more to help you, but now its too late.
Although I am sad that you could not say goodbye, that now there is nobody to call me on my birthday to wish me the best, I know that you are resting in the bossom of the Lord Almighty.
I love you mama, always.
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